{"id":3286,"date":"2025-01-16T16:26:24","date_gmt":"2025-01-16T15:26:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jeliebt.de\/benim-bueyuek-askim\/"},"modified":"2025-09-21T16:57:32","modified_gmt":"2025-09-21T14:57:32","slug":"benim-bueyuek-askim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jeliebt.de\/tr\/benim-bueyuek-askim\/","title":{"rendered":"Benim b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Bug\u00fcn size <strong>haya\u00adt\u0131m\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131<\/strong> nas\u0131l bul\u00addu\u011fu\u00admu anlata\u00adca\u011f\u0131m. Bu y\u00fcz\u00adden bir kapu\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adno ile ken\u00addi\u00adni\u00adzi rahat hisse\u00addin ve benim\u00adle bir\u00adlik\u00adte d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adma gelin. Haya\u00adt\u0131m\u00adda bir <g id=\"gid_1\">k\u0131z arka\u00adda\u015f\u00adtan<\/g> ba\u015f\u00adka bir \u015fey iste\u00adme\u00addi\u011fim bir d\u00f6nem var\u00add\u0131. Ve tam da bu dile\u011fi\u00admi Tan\u00adr\u0131\u2019ya sun\u00admu\u015f\u00adtum. Ama oldu.\u2026 H\u0130\u00c7B\u0130R \u015eEY. Aylar ve y\u0131l\u00adlar ge\u00e7\u00adti. Neden ba\u015f\u00adkalar\u0131 i\u00e7in i\u015fe yar\u0131yor\u00addu da benim i\u00e7in yaram\u0131yor\u00addu? Tan\u00adr\u0131 duam\u0131 duy\u00admu\u015f muy\u00addu yoksa t\u00fcm bun\u00adlar bir <g id=\"gid_2\">yan\u0131l\u00adsa\u00adma<\/g> m\u0131y\u00add\u0131? Bun\u00adlar ve di\u011fer soru\u00adlar kafam\u0131n i\u00e7in\u00adde d\u00f6n\u00fcp duruyor\u00addu.         <\/p>\n\n<p>Ve son\u00adra X g\u00fcn\u00fc gel\u00addi, ilgin\u00ad\u00e7\u00adten de \u00f6te bul\u00addu\u011fum bir kad\u0131n\u00adla tan\u0131\u015f\u00adt\u0131m \u2014 ve o da benim i\u00e7in ayn\u0131 \u015fey\u00adle\u00adri hisse\u00addi\u00adyor gibi\u00ady\u00addi. Bir\u00adbi\u00adri\u00admiz\u00adden 500 kilo\u00admet\u00adre uzak\u00adta ya\u015fa\u00add\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in, tele\u00adfon\u00adda ve yaz\u0131l\u0131 ola\u00adrak bir\u00adbi\u00adri\u00admi\u00adzi \u00e7ok iyi tan\u0131\u00admak i\u00e7in yeter\u00adli zaman\u0131m\u0131z oldu ve <g id=\"gid_0\">kele\u00adbe\u00adkle\u00adrin<\/g> tele\u00adfon\u00adda da u\u00e7a\u00adbil\u00adece\u011fi\u00adni deney\u00adim\u00adle\u00addik. <\/p>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">\u201cBenimle evlenir misin?\u201d<\/h2>\n\n<p>Haya\u00adt\u0131m\u0131 bu kad\u0131n\u00adla ge\u00e7ir\u00admek ist\u00adedi\u011fi\u00adme karar ver\u00addik\u00adten son\u00adra ona evlen\u00adme teklif ettim. Her \u015feye \u00f6zel bir dokun\u00adu\u015f kat\u00admak i\u00e7in Stef\u00adfi\u2019\u00adnin s\u0131k s\u0131k \u00f6vg\u00fcyle bah\u00adset\u00adti\u011fi yer\u00adde karar k\u0131l\u00add\u0131m: <g id=\"gid_0\">Qued\u00adlin\u00adburg<\/g>. Yak\u0131n\u00adlar\u00adda bula\u00adbil\u00addi\u011fim en g\u00fczel <g id=\"gid_1\">kum\u00adta\u015f\u0131 kayas\u0131n\u0131<\/g> se\u00e7\u00adtim (ku\u015f\u00adkusuz tek <g id=\"gid_1\">kayay\u00add\u0131<\/g> ) ve ni\u015fan y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc\u00adn\u00fc yer\u00adle\u015f\u00adtir\u00admek i\u00e7in ken\u00addi geo\u00adcache\u2019i\u00admi olu\u015f\u00adtur\u00addum. B\u00f6yle\u00adce y\u00fcz\u00fck, yakla\u015f\u0131k 300 kilo\u00admet\u00adre uzak\u00adta olan ve \u00f6nce bura\u00adya \u00e7ek\u00admem gere\u00adken yeni sahibi\u00adni yal\u00adn\u0131z ve <g id=\"gid_2\">g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc<\/g> bir \u015fekil\u00adde bekle\u00addi. O zama\u00adna kadar, bu ara\u00adda ba\u015f\u00adka bir sahib\u00adi\u00adnin bul\u00adun\u00adma\u00adya\u00adca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 umuyordum. Bey\u00adaz alt\u0131n zaten her\u00adhan\u00adgi bir mes\u00adlek\u00adten olma\u00adyan ki\u015fi taraf\u0131n\u00addan alt\u0131n ola\u00adrak tan\u0131n\u00adm\u0131yor\u00addu ve sade\u00adce dar par\u00adma\u00adkla\u00adra uyuyor\u00addu. Yani ne yan\u00adl\u0131\u015f gide\u00adbi\u00adlir\u00addi ki? \u0130ki g\u00fcn son\u00adra Stef\u00adfi ile yola \u00e7\u0131k\u00adt\u0131m. Tabii ki <g id=\"gid_3\">H\u0130\u00c7B\u0130R \u015eEY<\/g> bil\u00admi\u00adyor\u00addu ve arka\u00adda\u015flar\u0131y\u00adla ona sorup sor\u00adma\u00adya\u00adca\u011f\u0131m konu\u00adsun\u00adda spe\u00adk\u00fcl\u00adasyon bile <g id=\"gid_4\">yap\u00admam\u0131\u015f\u00adt\u0131<\/g>; ) 300 km\u2019\u00adlik gezi\u00adler b\u00f6yle bir son\u00adba\u00adhar g\u00fcn\u00fcnde d\u00fcn\u00adyad\u00adaki en nor\u00admal \u015fey\u00addir. Onu <g id=\"gid_5\">\u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u00adta\u00adbil\u00addim<\/g>, en az\u0131n\u00addan k\u0131s\u00admen, \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adk\u00fc t\u00fcm zaman boy\u00adun\u00adca bil\u00adgi\u00adsiz yar\u00add\u0131mc\u0131 ara\u015f\u00adt\u0131r\u00admac\u0131y\u0131 oyna\u00add\u0131m ve y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bul\u00addu\u011fun\u00adda biraz kafas\u0131 kar\u0131\u015f\u00adt\u0131. Ney\u00adse ki bun\u00adun nede\u00adni ona kar\u0131m olmak isteyip iste\u00adme\u00addi\u011fi\u00adni sormam de\u011fil\u00addi. Buna k\u0131sa bir \u201cevet\u201d ile cevap ver\u00addi, yani \u201cisti\u00adyo\u00adrum\u201d dedi ve hemen ard\u0131n\u00addan \u201cy\u00fcz\u00fck bura\u00adya nas\u0131l gel\u00addi?\u201d soru\u00adsunu sor\u00addu. Bu \u00f6nem\u00adli ger\u00ad\u00e7e\u00adkle\u00adri a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131\u011fa kavu\u015f\u00adturd\u00aduktan son\u00adra, kal\u00adbi\u00adme ger\u00ad\u00e7ek\u00adten dokun\u00adan bir \u015fey s\u00f6y\u00adle\u00addi. Ni\u015fan\u00adlan\u00adma\u00addan \u00f6nce bunu bana s\u00f6y\u00adle\u00admek iste\u00adme\u00addi\u011fi\u00adni \u00e7\u00fcn\u00adk\u00fc kar\u00adar\u0131m\u0131 etki\u00adle\u00admek iste\u00adme\u00addi\u011fi\u00adni s\u00f6y\u00adle\u00addi. **Yakla\u015f\u0131k be\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6nce bir sabah <g id=\"gid_7\">uyan\u00add\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u00adda<\/g> akl\u0131n\u00addan \u015fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00adce\u00adler ge\u00e7\u00admi\u015f: <g id=\"gid_8\">\u201cKocan\u0131n ad\u0131 bir g\u00fcn Jona\u00adthan ola\u00adcak\u201d.<\/g> Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00adce\u00adler derin bir kesin\u00adlik ile ba\u011flan\u00adt\u0131l\u0131y\u00add\u0131 ve sade\u00adce Tan\u00adr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n onun\u00adla b\u00f6yle kon\u00adu\u015fa\u00adbil\u00adece\u011fi\u00adni bili\u00adyor\u00addu. O s\u0131ra\u00adda Jona\u00adt\u00adhan\u2019\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131yor\u00addu ve Tan\u00adr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bunu ona neden bu kadar a\u00e7\u0131k bir \u015fekil\u00adde s\u00f6y\u00adle\u00addi\u011fi\u00adni hep merak etti. Ancak benim\u00adle bir ara\u00adya gel\u00addi\u011fin\u00adde o zaman\u00adki bu duru\u00admu hat\u0131r\u00adla\u00add\u0131. Ve i\u015fte i\u015fin can al\u0131c\u0131 nok\u00adtas\u0131: Tam o s\u0131ra\u00adda Tan\u00adr\u0131\u2019ya nere\u00addey\u00adse onu su\u00e7la\u00adya\u00adrak sordum, \u201cNeden bir e\u015f i\u00e7in etti\u011fim dual\u00adara yan\u0131t ver\u00admi\u00adyor\u00adsun?                   <strong>Dual\u00adar\u0131m size hi\u00e7 ula\u015f\u0131yor mu?<\/strong>\u201d Stef\u00adfi bana bunu s\u00f6y\u00adle\u00addi\u011fin\u00adde, Tan\u00adr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n sev\u00adgi\u00adsi kal\u00adbi\u00adme dokun\u00addu ve dual\u00adar\u0131m\u0131 ilk s\u00f6y\u00adle\u00addi\u011fim andan iti\u00adba\u00adren duy\u00addu\u011funu fark ettim. O zaman\u00adlar do\u011fru zaman de\u011fil\u00addi ve geri\u00adye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bak\u00adt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u00adda bun\u00adun <g id=\"gid_0\">\u00e7ok iyi<\/g> bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu ve o y\u0131l\u00adlar\u0131 tekrar ya\u015fa\u00adya\u00adbil\u00adsey\u00addim her \u015feyi ba\u015f\u00adtan yapa\u00adca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6y\u00adley\u00ade\u00adbi\u00adli\u00adrim. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bug\u00fcn size haya\u00adt\u0131m\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l bul\u00addu\u011fu\u00admu anlata\u00adca\u011f\u0131m. Bu y\u00fcz\u00adden bir kapu\u00ad\u00e7i\u00adno ile ken\u00addi\u00adni\u00adzi rahat hisse\u00addin ve benim\u00adle bir\u00adlik\u00adte d\u00fcn\u00adya\u00adma gelin. Haya\u00adt\u0131m\u00adda bir k\u0131z arka\u00adda\u015f\u00adtan ba\u015f\u00adka bir \u015fey iste\u00adme\u00addi\u011fim bir d\u00f6nem var\u00add\u0131. Ve tam da bu dile\u011fi\u00admi Tan\u00adr\u0131\u2019ya sun\u00admu\u015f\u00adtum. Ama oldu.\u2026 H\u0130\u00c7B\u0130R \u015eEY. Aylar ve y\u0131l\u00adlar ge\u00e7\u00adti. Neden ba\u015f\u00adkalar\u0131 i\u00e7in i\u015fe yar\u0131yor\u00addu da benim i\u00e7in yaram\u0131yor\u00addu? 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